Sarah

Fri, 14 Jul 2006 05:48:52 GMT

wow, another week gone by, lol i am counting down the weeks left of school, pretty scary thought, but heaps exciting at the same time. Ive had an overly good week this week for once, i mean doing sacs wasnt all the best but the outcomes so far have been better than expected. for that 7 period maths further sac i got 35/40 which i was pretty happy with, i mean hey i coulda done better but by the end of that sac i seriously didnt care, like the last 3 or so periods i was in there going ughh whens this gonna end lol didnt really try for the last few periods, but im wrapped with that outcome. And even recently i did a 3 period maths methods sac, we did a double period last term of it and i got told i got 19/20 or something and we finished it off on wednesday the 2nd half and i got a total of 39/40, and omg i was on top of the world lmao, i topped both classes doing methods, methods isnt a very strong subject of mine and to get that high was just awesome lol haha so i didnt do any work in that class after i got told lol was too happy, plus it was a thurseday i have 4 periods of maths on thurseday double further and then double methods, it drives me insane, too much maths aint good for ya :p
Last night wasnt a good one, i couldnt sleep at all, i went to bed at about 10 or 11 and i sware i got about an hour of sleep and it was steady like a few mins here and there :s I woke up at like 3 and decided to watch some telly or something, i think it was because i was overthinking. Lol its funny im thinkin about exam results now when we dont find out for a few weeks :s I just continue to remind myself of silly mistakes i made and how im not gonna get the score i hoped for. I think expect the worst and if the best comes out you'll be stoked and if the worst actually happens then you wont be too shattered. ALtho im expecting to be shattered in chem, physics not so much, but chem i felt at my worst which is funny cuz i thought it was my best subby, guess i was wrong. Anyway im over it, when the exams results come i'll open them myself, i dont think i wanna share these results, if they are atleast ok i'll share them but i dont think i'll want to.
ohh and i have that stupid UMAT thing in like 2 weeks bloody pscology crap test, i mean god i dont wanna become a doctor so why do i have to do it? lol its really hard and confusing and annoying and i think its not for me lol but i needa do it to get into pharmacy course :s lmfao i dont need some test to tell me im sane cuz i know im not lol but that doesnt mean i cant be a good pharmaicist bahaha.
anyway im gona go, i'll update when i can, its sorta good having this thing to write a diary type thing in, sometimes i just needa vent so sorry to whoever actually reads it
ciao xooxx

Sat, 24 Jun 2006 07:55:45 GMT

hey im bored n decided to do an update. Last time i updated i wasnt in such a good mood. Its funny how things can go from running soo smoothly to be going crap. Its holidays now so im feeling a little better, needed the break i think just to sort some things out. Mentally i dont feel any stronger but i spose ive sorted some things out. Skools gonna keep gettin to me until i finish and even tho i complain i pretty much like school, being around friends and teachers and other people in the same boat as me is reassuring, guys are another issue.
I generally take things light heartedly and joke arounnd alot but i think inside its all to mask the fact that im not coping and i dont know what i want...
i just feel so distant from everybody right now and dont know why i cant open up, i feel like im gonna crack real soon. Bah how can i be like this, one minute im all high and the next im all depressed :s nothing makes sense.
Ive decided to leave the whole guy thing out of the picture for now, until skools over, im so sick of them, one minute they are hot for ya the nxt they are cold :s i just dont need that crap rite now. i just kno i definitly dont want a guy who is a major sleaze and thinks the whole relationship revolves around sex.. i know alot of guys like that, its called getting to know the person, who they realy are.
Ugh and my parents i sware i cant do anything, most of my friends parents bought them some alcohol for this party i went to, and i even mention alcohol and im asked a bazillion questions, its like you havent been drinking have you? you better not have? Its like my god so what if i have, what difference does it make, aslong as u know when to stop! i dont have a problem with alcohol its just ugh i dont feel like i can always tlk to them, as soon as i mention things that are happening around me, they jump on me and start accusing me of doing things. like police lol anyway i think im over tired been watching the soccer, and been out partying n stuff, i'll tlk later
ciao

Fri, 09 Jun 2006 09:59:16 GMT

pfft some people are so rude. I had an interesting day but just cant get over what a so called friend said to me. Well anyway had exams right and i didnt feel good during either of them and ive been feeling really low the last few days, and the guys know this but think im being stupid(which im not, i know how i went thru the exams and i felt very low like nothing i did was right), anyway i got an old physics sac back and i topped the class, and one of the guys goes to me very sarcastically, you know that marks gonna be dropped down massively after the exams come back and everything gets modified. Who says that to someone especially a friend??? He shits me seriously, i mean im sure he did better than me in the exams but no need to rub it in, and make me feel any worse. FUCKTARD lol seriously im heaps pissed, fucken loser, god its not everyday i get a good result an feel good about it. Competitive people suck, i mean i kno i prob am competitive but if someone does well in an exam or sac im not one to be bitter about it, i congratulate them. PFTT ANYWAY on the verge of breaking down. pfft why are all my goals impossible to get?

i got a heap on my mind, lol alot about guys in particular. Lol theres a huge thing going around that the guy who lives near me likes me, and was going to ask me out blah blah blah, everyones been asking me about it, i dunno wats going on anymore he has a girlfriend. ANd then my other friend asked me if im interested on going on a double date with her n her bf and his friend lol 19 year old peoples. I said yeah why not, lol altho now im feeling a lil worried never been on a blind date bfore :S i'll prob be heaps quiet or i'll talk about random crap. And omg another guy drama, one of my other guy friends likes me or so i reckon, people say his been acting different around me n that, and ive sorta noticed it aswell, his a really nice guy too. OMG WAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME ONE MINUTE I CANT GET A GUY THE NXT I HAVE GUYS EVERYWHERE!!! Its weird i thought id be happy but im not, im still weirded the exams have just taken alot outta me and just feeling heaps low and depressed, i have issues people, think i need a time out, need some recovery time, everything seems to have hit me all at once and i dunno how to stop.
AHHHHH

Fri, 26 May 2006 04:59:07 GMT

omg what a shit couple of weeks lmfao, damn! I finished the 7 periods further sac yesterday my god it killed me, it was so draining and repetitve, i prob screwed it but by yesterday i couldnt have given a shit. Everyone was heaps over it.
Had a methods sac aswell got the results back but totally forget what i got, it wasnt as good as i expected but better than last time.
Um ive finished all physics and chems SACs now! No more till nxt term i dont think so im pretty wrapped about that.
Exams are coming up soon tho, now that is going to kill me, ive planned tonite to write up my physics mock up cheat sheet, and do some physics practice exams tonight, tommorow i needa spend all day doing chemistry cuz i seem to be leaving it out lol im mainly concentrating on physics which is the harder of the subbys, altho the chem exams are harder than i thought.
anyway im gonna go im coolded
catch yas

Sat, 13 May 2006 22:17:29 GMT

ah gotta work in like 2 hours :s Tlk about hectic day yesterday
my sis was doin her cooking assignment and i helped her cook a lil :p Then we went out, saw my bro play basketball ahha he's so small compared to some of the guys his age but his heaps quick!~ They got beaten :(. Then we went to officeworkies lol cuz our printers stuffed n needed to get a new one n just paper n crap. We got a new printer this HP printer, like all in one, scanner n crap, its in my room for now cuz for some reason once we got home from officeworks the other printer decided to work lmao! i was pissing myself so typical.
so then i printed off my 200 page practice exams lol, i printed about 10 physics prac exams and anwers aswell as like 5 chem prac exams with answers, i was like crap! I didnt do any yesterday tho lol culdnt be fooked, plus i felt like crappy after that. CHEM N PHYSICS ARE GONA KILL ME! aswell as methods god its so annoyng, got outcomes coming outta my ass again :S
This week i have noting on monday, tuesday i have my Methods and Maths Further SAC. Maths further SAC goes for 7 periods im like ughhhh. SO that will go all week, i have a chem sac on wednesday our last one thank god. Then next week i have a Physics and English SAC on the monday and finish my Further maths sac on tuesday! I think once that is over im finished SACs until the exams pass, well i hope! If i do have sacs im not bothering the exams are heaps more important.once the exams pass tlk about relief, ive been stressing, i mean i have the prac exams but ive barelyt done any revision and exams are in like 3 weeks :s KILL MOI NOW!
anyway gonna go, decided to do a quick update
ciao xoxox

PINK ROCKS!!

Tue, 25 Apr 2006 00:42:37 GMT

omg omg soo glad yesterday is over, i had the ultimate worst day :s like seriously i thought having the oral yesterday wuld be bad, but anyway it got worse.
Woke up at like 2.30 that morning and i was in heaps of pain in my tum tum, anyway like 20 mins after i got up had a drink n stuff i was sick :s im like ah shit, felt like crap and tried to get back to sleep but didnt, so i was up the whole time bfore school from 2.30am. I didnt wanna miss the day either, so i went my oral was in the morning which i was glad about. But omg i was confident in my oral pressy usally im one of those people who just reads off the cards and barely gives any eye contact. I hate staring teachers in the eye they make me feel way low and stuff me up :s but these teachers were so nice lol they were smiling heaps and at the start lol i was being an idiot, im like mmk breathe to myself and the teachers heard and they started showing me how to breathe lmfao "through the nose and out the mouth" lmfao im like ahh, anyway i got it done. Everyone else in my group were relieved but to be honest i wasnt lol usually i would be but i still felt sicky.
So the morning was over, had recess and then we had this guest speaker from a melbourne university or something who marks our english exam just going thru tips for Gattaca a movie we are doing now after that shitty book. People were so rude in our group lmfao kept yelling out boring n shit, Now shes prob gonna mark our exams low lmfao! AH well she was very weird like arty farty.
I felt way sick thru that and went home like straight after it at like 12. Didnt end up watching gattaca, ah well i'll see it soon, it looked like a good movie, not when ur analysing tho lol everythings shit when u do that!

anyway today i dont feel like doing anything. havent been sleeping well, i like slept for a few hours when i got home yesterday and woke up at like 4am this morning, dunno whats wrong with me but i cant keep doing this, i get to school and im like a zombie who doesnt give a shit. lol needa wake up jeff! Everyday is the same old shit.

IM TOTALLY IN LOVE WIT NICKELBACK I SO WANNTED TO GO TO THEIR CONCERT!! All there songs are awesome. SO in love with "Saving me", fight for all the wrong reasons" and "too bad". All there new and old stuff kick ass!

anyway im going mite try n sleep
catch ya

Fri, 14 Apr 2006 07:49:14 GMT

hey
decided to update seeing as i got today off! hehe good friday! Yay favourite time of the year coming up, i mean when can u stuff ur face with choccy and everyone else is doing the same?! lol im already desperate for choccy. today felt like saturday for me, lol prob cuz i cant wait for sunday!
I dont have to work this weekend so im wrapped, got a 4 day weekend so thats handy aswell.
This week was prob the best week into term 2 lol unbelievably i had no SACS! it was so much better, i love not worrying about them, they annoy me. This week was basically learning new things in nearly all my subbys. lol hard stuff in chem and physics lol these graphs i tell ya in chem are crazy haha squiggly lines everywhere, im like wtf is going on? bahaha ur meant to be able to interpret them, to me they look like a heart beat or somethng like that. MR SQUIGGLE!
Um i still havent got any new sac results to really update, english im getting back on tuesday, not really looking forward to that. I got an english sac on nxt monday :( so bloody annoying, its an oral presentation sac, where u have to go for exactly 5mins, if u go less than 5mins they deduct marks and if u go over they cut u off and stop you. So im like ugh, better write something up this weekend, im so annoyed i hate english! BUT ITS MY LAST ORAL PRESSY EVER! i reckon lol i hate speaking in front of people like formally like that, espesh this oral its gonna be the worst, i mean a panal of 5 students and 2 teachers its so proffesional. Im hoping i go well in the written things, cuz this orals gonna be shit as. i can tell already.
omg omg lol im a bloomin nerd. i got 100 percent in the physics report sac lmfao, i was like so shocked, i mean i worked hard as on it, but wasnt expecting the top mark in the class. I originally got 34/35 but he reduced the marks down to the highest mark so i got 34/34 lmao im like omfg, i was so wrapped!! Physics is hell hard and almost impossible to get top marks. U shulda seen all the guys haha, that day i was the only girl with like 20 odd guys in a class, kate was away. lol they are all like damn sarah if only u got lower marks that way the total mark wulda gone down. im like meeeh!! kiss mah assets! haha it was embarrasing tho, cuz mr jurgens actually went and showed the whole class my report for physics and said that was how they shulda done their report, everyones like omg sarah too much work :p im like ahh didnt look up.

anyway um yeah had another chem sac im dreading that sac result, did poorly i think, so im hoping it doesnt stuff my average to much. lol ooh i worked out a practice enter score, like guessing what id get in subbys, i guessed low marks well 35 in nearly evrything except chem and further i think i put 40 lol well thats what im hoping. and um my enter wuld be 86 or something :s its awesome but im aiming higher, english is gonna screw me :( but ah well if i get 86 i will be happy no doubt about that :p just wont be able to do pharmacy :s eh otherways around it i spose!

ladeedaarrr, easter hurry up already ya skank! i want choccy! bahaha
got a partay tommoz night so im gonna be sooo pumped tommoz! 18 yr olds smell lol
ummmmmm cant think of anything else, other than im good atm, and i hope things stay this sweeet!!
catch yas and have an awesome easter everyone, and dont forget save me sum choccy lmao!
sarah xoxox

Sat, 08 Apr 2006 06:14:24 GMT

shit im so bad, lol not like anyone reads this anyway but meh im bored so im writing :p
Schools been back now for 2 weeks, the 1st week dragged sooo much, i had like an english sac on the first friday back and a chemistry one :s it was heaps stressful, aswell as handing in two sacs for physics and chemistry which i did over the hollz, it was berry full on. The second week which we just had was pretty hectic aswell, i had two sacs on wednesday, a methods and chemistry sac, right after one another :s ugh soo annoying, i felt sicky, the chemistry one wasnt to bad, made a few errors lol but the methods one omg it was the absolute worst, i had a total mind blank at the start, i just looked at all the questions thinking wtf is this? god i hate that, felt like breaking down after that sac. i struggled on only had a period till the end of the day. Oh and i got my stiches out on tuesday night. I had a mole removed from my tum tum over the holidays god that needle hurt, and its a biggish scar :( but the mole was fugly. So yeah thank god those stiches are out, they were getting infected. i have like massive reactions to bandaids n things like that, well on my stomach. lol to add to the annoyarama, i got xrays back from the orthodontist, it turns out i need all my wisdom teeth out :( lol cant anything just be easy?? Luckily for me they can hold it off until the end of the year, i finish in november so yeah. Another thing to worry about :s

Um had parent teacher interviews on thurseday lol was way worried well only about maths cuz i stuffed the sac and we were finding out our sac results. Everything else was fine. for methods i was expecting a 10/25 but in the end i got 18.5/25 im like thank god, shes like u could have done better, but she said its ok for ur first sac, u'll get better at them. She was way nice about it.
got some sac results back actually well basically only chemistry and maths.
Chemistry - 17/20 and 19/20 :)
Methods - 18.5/25
Further - 16.5/20

thats it so far, did a english and physics sac but they both havent been marked yet, lol my english one prob wont come back until the end of the year
anyway ciao hope everyones all good, i feel like crap
mwah mwah

Wed, 22 Mar 2006 03:51:04 GMT

wow havent updated in a while. theres officially 2 days left of holidays! where did the holidays gooo? anyhoo ive had a pretty cool holidays, i mean the homeworks sucked but ive generally had a good laze about. The commonwealth games are on which is pretty awesome, lol as much as i said i hated them and the fact they ruin the first half of the year of school, its pretty exciting to watch plus its in my hometown so whats not to be excited about. The aussies are whooping ass!
The day bfore the commonwealth games opening ceremony they had this awesome party in the city, and me and a few friends went, the rogue traders performed aswell as some other oldies bands! It was pretty awesome!!! We had a blast, gotta love the city, altho parents ruined the night for me.
umm went to DFO the other day, this massive direct factory outlet in essendon, like the first time ive been there. GOd it got crowded, i mean 11am dudes and it was fucken packed. It opened at 10 if u can believe that. It was an awesome day tho. My auntys down from cairns :p lucky i reckon i mean that cyclone harry just passed through the north and she was down here. lmfao it was funny shes like imagine if my house blows away! stoopid! im like maybe thge roof not the whole house! Anyway yeh my aunty n my cuz damien hehe his a cutey, and my parents n that we all went shopping. Me n my sis walked off and checked out a lotta clothes stores. Im suprised at my parents tho they gaves us like $150 dollas each :s it was strange but good! I spent about two hundy haha i brought my own cash. i sware i just got hooked, bawt some new jeans n heaps of tops! Overall it was goodo there, but u couldnt spend too long there u just get worn out cuz of all the people. I hate when its croweded like that too many people around makes me feel sicky.
anyway thas like a litle update cant be bothered updating heapso
lmfao renie and her bazillion voice mail messages! hhaha WAKE UP U FUCKEN DUMB BITCH AHHHHH! i shulda recoreded it bahaha my wake up message.
anyway catch yas later!
MELBOURNE RULLLES!
peace

ohhhh and HAPPY BDAY ANDY!! YOU ROCK MATE! SEE YA SOON!
Oh and i didnt even mention my mole n that, ah well nxt time

Wed, 15 Mar 2006 06:14:26 GMT

jeezus who wulda thought holidays could be ruined. So effin pissed right now at parents. They needa know everything like every single detail. i need space

Thu, 09 Mar 2006 07:37:27 GMT

just needa use this to remind myself of what i needa do on the hollz so ignore this:

1. Finish physics report/SAC due first day back (MASSIVE)
2. Do Chem Report for SAC due first day back (MASSIVE)
3. Do a3 chem chart on those 4 terms
4. Finish 2F for Methods and do Chapter review for 1,2 and 6
5. Write up practice persuasive piece for English, and re-read WOMG
6. Maths Further - finish 21F

IM SCREWED!

Wed, 08 Mar 2006 08:14:43 GMT

geez louise i shulda updated on saturday but i was too effin pumped for Renies 18th! it was awesome as!! i have piccys but i can never upload them to the journal for some reason. If you wanna see em just ask me. It was a cocktail party and it was my first 18th partay! hehe soo awesome, i bawt this hawt bluey/greeny dressy and i wub it. Renie set up like a bar and everything it was so cool haha "FETCH BAR" sooo mean girls and all the drinks had a queer name! Did some kareoke as usual haha my voice is so shit we sang veronicas - 4ever haha i let alicia sing the high notes cuz my voice crackles :P It was fun tho and we sang BON JOVI! what kareaoke would be without BON JOVI dude!! Love him!
um that was saturday anyway, had to work sunday and wow the last few sundays have been off the charts, like soo busy its not funny, i dont even get a break :( ah well time goes quick so meh.
This week is fricken ridiculas, its the last week of term and everything is everywhere for me atm, like subjects, i have work coming outta my assets!!!! HELPP!
today i had my second english outcome, i hate writing anaylsis' there so fricken boring and i cant write them, luckily i wrote a draft and memorized it haha. Um and then i had a Maths further sac period 6 :( it wasnt too bad, i finish it off tommoz. im doing a physics sac during this week, have to write the report over the hollz, same with chem, i got a SAC on friday and we write the report up over the hollz. lol i sware no life atm. tooo full on.
The worst thing is that this whole week my heads felt clogged up, ive got the cold partially. Ultimately sucks. cant wait for this term to be over, so i can catch up haha!
Havent got any marks back yet for old sacs wonder how im going? i was checking out the enter score thingy today, i seriously need like 40/50 in all my subjects to get fucken 98. FAT CHANCE!! im not getting my hopes up i spose but its my goal. ANything in the 90s wuld be mental.

anyway better get back to homework. catch ya laters WOK STAR out!

Thu, 26 Jan 2006 22:30:12 GMT

holy crap 10 days till mah bday lmao crazy how time already flies. pfft schools starts tuesday, haha well thats when im starting not sure about everyone else
dont say maybe maybe, its supernatural, im coming undonnee haha

Wed, 25 Jan 2006 03:36:41 GMT

bahaha i will win even if i have to AHHHHH have to AHHHH lmfao its the sharapova song

weirdness

Mon, 09 Jan 2006 06:54:29 GMT

man i cant get this stupid thought outta my head, i had this weird dream, i was all alone, i had no one i knew and i had the letter of my results from year 12 in my hands. I open it and get a score of 67 and breakdown, in my dream, its terrible, then outta the blue one of my old friends from primary school rings me up and tells me he got 99.95, and i was practically so shattered. its a weird dream. i need a high enter score for this uni course im looking at like 98 and i know in my head it doesnt seem possible right now, so maybe thats why i keep dreaming about my enter score and stuff, but if i didnt get atleast in the 80s i think i'll be pissed at myself. The fact that im alone aswell, is scary, dunno whats going on there.

Mon, 09 Jan 2006 06:36:45 GMT

im baack :p i dont even think i wrote i was going away, well yeh the last few days ive been in Lakes Entrance, about 4 hours from here, its got an awesome beachy and some great sites.
anyway i wanted to drive up, but mum keeps going noo, not with the whole family in the car, plus i hadnt driven dads car on the road bfore, its a v8 holden pretty new, so i was spewing. ANyway we got up there on thurseday, we got there at about 2 or 3 ish and just walked along the beachy, its soo nice, the beach goes for 90 miles which is effin massive, we didnt walk all that way, but i just wanted to go in the water. I put mah feety in but lol i had my 3/4 jeans on lmao by the end of the walk i looked like i peed my pants i got that drenched.
pretty much after the walk we went back to this little room, lmfao always the best bits about the holiday, those small, smelly rooms. Everyones soo squished up, and no ones comfortable, lol it makes me laugh. lol the double bed was in the kitchen area and mum and dad hated that idea so they slept in single beds lol i had to sleep with my bro one night, his soo annoying, he kicks and turns in his sleep, he even talks, im like ahhh shutup shutup. lol felt like booting him out.
The first day there was pretty much just walking around, my dad and bro went fishing all morning, they wanted me to go, but they left at 5 or 6am and theres no way in hell im getting up to go fishing then, plus they sit there for 6 or 7 hours and thats to long for me. lol i didnt go fishing the whole trip, its pretty boring.
um after they came back we went to buchan, its a really isolated town, in the middle of no where but u know what it was an awesome place. We went to check out these caves, i think it was called the ROyal Cave. It was so awesome we went so far undergroud and they had this limestone, stuff, it looked like wax from a candle and it was in different shapes coming from the roof of the cave, seriously it was so awesome, the staglite things. There was even natural rockpools and waterfeatures made by the waxy limestone stuff, all made naturaly. It was so amazing, stuff like that interests moi!
the day after we went to the beachyy, woohoo! haha sometimes i have my moods where the beach totally shits me, like everything about it, the sand, water and people, but then i have my moments when im in love with it haha cant get out. i honestly felt like a water babe the last few days, i didnt wanna get out of the water, haha im living up to mah starsign, aquarius baby!!! go the water! haha i was boogie boarding and going mental, haha ran into a few people. Man the waves were rough but, like i sware i was upside down boogie boarding some times, othertimes i was up soo high on top the wave bfore it crashed down lmfao i hit my ass so many times. gotta love it, the beach water always makes my skin so much better than normal too, so its a bonus.
Man im soo sore now tho, im paying the price, i got burnt like heaps, i wore a tshirt the last couple of days at the beach, and i still got burnt, my neck my face my arms my hands and back lmao, dammmmn stupid sun, the sunblock didnt work, i hate using that stuff anyway but still it shulda worked. I absolutely cant move lmao it took me ages to have a shower, the water buurned :( haha prob serves me right, but man it was so fun!
anyway i think i needa lye down i feel like im dead, absofuckinglutely dead. i hope everyones been great, i'll catchy up with ya'll soon

love me xoxox
p.s like a month till mah bday well less that but whose counting haha, just got reminded by natski!

Sat, 31 Dec 2005 01:09:02 GMT

New years eve hey? UnBeLiEvAbLe! i honestly dont give a fuck, screw another year this year went so quick, i dont want nxt year to come yet.
lol anyway who cares, i think tonight im going to my grandparents house for new years eve, i wanted to catch up with mates but everyones doing family crap so spose i have to aswell.

im hungry im dirty im loosing my mind, EVERYTHINGS FINNNEE, im freezing im starving, im bleeding to death EVERYTHINGS FIIINEE!! hahah loove it!
its such a good song, my sister got the veronicas album for xmas aswell as hilarys album haha ive been listening to the veronicas heaps, i really love: Mouth Shut prob my fav, leave me alone, mother mother hehe & heavily broken.

oh im going away for a week to Lakes entrance in melby still, its like prob not far from mirrumbula. Its a nice place has awesome beaches and im aimging for a tan! haha booyaa, as sif it will happen but ah well i'll try.

dum dee daar!

Sat, 26 Nov 2005 00:39:56 GMT

hey hey, well its saturday morning and i realised i havent updated yet well properly, since schools been out.
Well i sware tuesday was the best day ever, i finally finished all my exams!!! last time i updated i think i still hadnt done my methods or spec or chem exam. Lol well anyway they all sucked. Maths methods was like confusing, it had crap ive never seen in my life on there, talk about bloomin fail! haha its gonna be so good next year, no effin withers! So i assume i got a C or something in maths, even tho i wanted an A but meh. On monday i had my specialist exam which i thought i was more prepared for but i was wrong lol it was one of the most hardest exams i had this whole year! Crazy eh? So i was like soo relieved when i came out of the exam room after i did that exam cuz i felt happy with my choice for next year. Thank god im not doing it next year! So in a way i dont give a stuff what i get, but im guessing a D or C if im lucky. On tuesday which was my last exam was chemistry, haha now i started getting worked up about chem, cuz i know ms mak and how hard she tends to make exams but it was actually ok. honestly that was the only exam i felt i got an A on. Haha ms mak came and gave us like a pep talk bfore the exam, she cracks me up, shes like its easy u'll breeze through it blah blah blah. And then during the exam she kept on coming over to me and standing behind me, making sure i was doing it right, lol and i hate when people look over my shoulder, it makes me feel insecure and i cant write properly. haha its cuz she loves me tho!

soo all up i think my average was a B!
English : i stuffed bad, like a B if im lucky
Physics : actually i felt ok in, an A was what im aiming for
Methods : C or B if im lucky
Specialist: C definitly
Chemistry : A i think
Biology : i aimed for an A im waiting to find out, scariest exam.

I have to go to school on friday to collect my report and classes for next year and all that crap, its gonna be great! haha i wanted my sis to get it but looks like im needed to go in. Next year man gives me the creeps lol as much as i hate school i cant picture life without it, baah. Anyway after i collect my report and stuff i have to go into school the following thurseday and friday to do a year 12 orientation where i get homework for every class, its fab! NOT! meh enough of school.
the other day i went and caught SAW 2! it was sooo gruesome but it was a good movie and i bawt madonnas album her new one its skitz! Its going right off! i love it hahaha and it was a spurr of the moment thing so all up im wrapped! Meh gotta work tommoz havent worked in a few weeks so its gonna be interesting, haha i ussually come back clueless, but what the hell, i need the money bad.

lol im peeved at mum, i wanted to walk down to IGA to get some rolls and tuna or a hamburger from the fish and chip shop for everybody and shes like noooo, blah blah ur too young, lmao and i walk home from school and that walk is just as long and prob more dangerous cuz i take back paths. im soo gooiing if it doesnt rain!

Anyway i'll catch yas all later! hope everyones good!
love ya
me xoxox

Sat, 12 Nov 2005 07:01:04 GMT

OMG LIKE AWESOME DAY!!! well to add to the fact im finished year 11 officially well exams next week ya know but hey who cares! NO MORE COURSE WOORK! WOOOT!
Well the last week of school sucked majorly, had heaps of tests and heaps of outcomes due in bfore school ended and i really needed them in otherwise i'll have to come back to school after exams and i sooo would hate that. I was overall happy with my results in tests and stuff. Man im soo not stressing out this years exams i dont care, well only about methods, chem and physics and spec but thats it lol, stuff english i hate it!
Today was awesome, andy rang me up in the morning way early like 8am lol i was like half asleep hes like come to the autosalon show wif me :p im like mmk! didnt really know what it was but it was awesome, heaps of done up modified cars and heaps of hooot guys ahaha! So we spent a whole day in the city checking out cars *cough* guys! haha
i loved it, it turned out a great way of meeting people lol i was waving at randoms. OMFG and blake was there haha said hello but thats about all, it was hard to speak to him with andy there, he prob thought he was my bf, dammit!. i'll have talk to him on tuesday about it hehehe! IM SOOO WRAPPED! i see him everywhere ah i'll shutup now!
WOOHOOO!!! i needa speak
anyway im going
love yas

find a star for my direction lalallala dont let me see mistakes and lies

lmfao oh miss mak hugged me on friday lmfao shes like goodluck with nxt year sarah blah blah! shes so cute! i told ya i LOVE asians! they are the bestest ever! *mwah to all*

Fri, 30 Sep 2005 09:54:48 GMT

ashlee simpson - boyfriend
deepsouth - sleazy
shannon noll - shine

Fri, 09 Sep 2005 07:59:56 GMT

Lalala lj sucks!

School, weekend, ya know stuff..

Mon, 05 Sep 2005 10:02:26 GMT

helloo,

well today i had a good day for some reason! Funnily enough i thought it was gonna be one of the most shittest days, its a monday for one, plus i started the day off with a maths test i wasnt really prepared for, but hey i think it went all good. :P I got a physics sac back which i didnt finish and i got 22/30 :p, wasnt to bad, coulda done better thats for sure, and i got a specialist result back and i got 33/40 which i was wrapped with, for a subject im dropping next year im improving all of a sudden. Mums like are you sure you need to drop it :p im spewing to drop it, but the less stress the better for me.
So overall had a good day :p Ive got an english Sac tommoz, i hate writing friggen essays, like i can write them, but when under pressure and a time limit i stuff them up. Bloody shakespear crap, soo sick of his dothing language. speaak english u tosser. Then i gotta stay after school for a biology revision class :p wont be home till 5pm probs cuz i gotta walk, greatskis.
Um ohh on the weekend, i didnt really do that much. Saturday, i kinda bummed, had a rest, listened to the footy :( was disappointed with the dees, but im suprised they got as far as they did, and im still proud of me boys!! On sunday i had to work, lol great way to spend fathers day! Didnt see any family, cuz mums side are all up in qld atm and dads side, well they saw them during the day. Ah well. I didnt get dad anything YET! i ordered him a cd, but sanity havent contacted me, to let me know if they have it yet or not, so hmm! Its the thought that counts right? So yep, that was me weekend, didnt drive or anything lol, think im a bit scared to atm, for some reason. I went driving with my instructor last week and ran over curbs and roundabouts n everything, i didnt have a very good day, nearly backed into a car :( made me scared. I needa practice my parking and roundabouts :p i used to be good at them, but the ones near the driving place suck.

oh well thats all from me
hope everyones okay
i'll catch up with yas soon!

Sat, 06 Aug 2005 23:37:57 GMT

Hmm im still peeved off with school, im sick of mr withers im sick of my results being so poor, im sick of myself.. and i seriously need to reconsider my subjects for next year... im not coping

Sun, 17 Jul 2005 02:13:06 GMT

so i guess we shouldnt be friends anymore
you thought u knew me
i guess u didnt
you thought u had me
i think u didnt
why waaass iii the last to knoww!

this songs fully rocking! hehe good old pink! old yet grouse!

Thu, 07 Jul 2005 02:13:09 GMT

cuz ur filllthhyy ohh your gorgeouus
cuz ur filllthyy ohh and gorgeous
your disgusting oh and ur nasty

lmfao